A womans words, give voice to the thought.
The things that should be said, the answers that should be made.
Outlast. How long does outlast give?
Can outlast be measured by months, by moments, by patience?
Patience and Guilt.
Can the two make it through the test of time.
Can guilt continue to ask for patience, and does patience understand the rewards.
In every heart there are pieces to which rational thought and irrational action take place.
I've never struggled as hard, as I have these last few months, to do the right thing.
There is one person who has suffered my consequences because of this.
To him, I am eternally sorry.
To him, I am eternally thankful for he showed me love like no other.
To him, I can only hope outlast is worth waiting for.
Outlast is the last of the wait.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Outlast
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Beautifully poetic. Whatever mistakes you've made, whatever has happened in your life over the last few months, my hope is that it will all work out for the good. This man, whoever he is, if he's worth this outpouring of your soul, he'll know you're worth waiting for. All my best. You deserve to be forgiven if need be, you deserve to live happy and free to do and go where your path takes you.
Tammy
Im sure there are no words that can ease whatever sorrow you are feeling. I have hope for what lies waiting for you on the otherside of it. Have faith that you will outlast this struggle and pain. Give this pain to Him, and eventually your pain will lessen, if not subside.....
Your journal is simply beautiful. It is how we handle the darkest days of our life that shows who we truely are within.
Take Care,
Gabreael
http://journals.aol.com/gabreaelinfo/GabreaelsBodyMindSpiritJournal/
thank you superman for the love you showed me- i am sorry that the guilt outlasted "US". you will never be a foolish old man in my eyes- but a good man who gave me his heart and loved with everything he had. i will never forget.....
very powerful and pulled and tugged on some of my particular strings as well.Keep writing, keep doing that thing you do. love, judi
You "struggled...to do the right thing." The most difficult choices often bring the richest rewards. I am glad you are writing.
http://journals.aol.com/benu4444/CreativityBitsandPieces
powerfully beautiful....
~ www.jerseygirljournal.com
Be as gentle with yourself as you are with others.
Peace, Virginia
WOW....YOUR WORDS ARE SO STRONG. MEASURES IS THE QUESTION!!!!!! EACH AND EVERYONE OF US WILL DIFFER....OR ALEAST I THINK. BUT THAT'S JUST ME.......
BRINx
Such eloquence and grace...
Judith
this was beautiful.........and your last entry, i'm glad your parents made it thru,that would have terrified me. i've had the brakes go out on my car.... downhill..... i couldn't imagine watching it happen to someone....especially on such a dangerous road.
I wonder if "he" outlasted?... Or did "he" endure some, and then go kaput?... Hmmm.
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