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Word
Words
Letters
Sentences
Black strokes on white canvas

Time to suck it up and get back into the mode of writing again. I've been avoiding it for a while, in all manners.

The Book <s>, we continue our constant stare down. I am the Matador and my book is the bull. I keep waving my red cape around and the damn bull keeps running away rather then coming close enough for a kill shot.

Journal writing, I continue to turn the computer on, especially when the bull <book> is being most traitorous and running out to a field to chew some grass. I continue to stare at the screen of journal possibilities and I'm typically blank.

Where art thou creativity ye Matador Rebecca?

I may need to resurrect the divine Jane and knocked out Tarzan for some personal entertainment. If I remember correctly, the last time I wrote about them, Tarzan didn't listen to directions and was knocked out on the ground. Jane was walking away with George of the Jungle and no passion tree of love in sight...............but in case Judith Heartsong is reading this, I will make mention Tarzan was still wearing his MAN THONG.........always good for a chuckle and sinful visual~~

In the spirit of book writing, I'm almost done reading the book A Million Little Pieces by James Frey. An interesting and assaulting insight into the world of addiction and the minds of people who take such abusive personal behavior to a level the majority of us will never understand. A worthy read, and I've found it's given me a better understanding of my brothers addiction and world.

I have only one complaint. And it's because I'm a wanna be writer, who's sweating out her own book and completely and whole heartedly despise writing dialogue. James seems to have found a loophole through getting out of writing dialogue and for that, my mind keeps screaming chicken shit while reading his sneaky writing. His writing has NO  use of "Jane is beautiful woman" said Tarzan in his stoic manner while adjusting his man thong. Not a single " " in the entire book............

I guess I'm just irritated that I didn't think of his loophole dialogue first. Always the inventors, and then the copycats. I won't copy, I won't take that easy road, but damn, if I had thought of it first I'd be all over his sneaky style in a writers minute.

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All right, this was a start, time to start writing again, feeling the love of the computer, and poking my bull <book> in the arse with a writers sword and getting this show on the road again.

Routine, is a terrible thing to ignore~~