Wow I'm incrediably ticked right now. Another entire entry POOF GONE. So much for doing everything in text file. Ok, can I do this again....................breathe.........Dam^*&% you #$ AOL%*(0)%$* If I need rebooted at least give me the courtesy of SAVING before you do this courtesy for me!!!!!! I'm just so certain my entry was pultzer prize winning stuff......gone poof sucking in the bowels of aol world. >kidding and a smile<
Ok I give, that entry will have to be for another day, no energy for it now. What to type.......what to type.......
And the mother said to her daughter, this too shall pass. Anger is defining in a moment where you may either errupt from within the heart, or level out from the mind.
This of course shall pertain to such things as 1) holiday shoppers who use their shopping carts like modern day Gladitors. Ohh and we can't forget about 2) road raging crazies who think the black path before them is there own personal Nascar field. Now in moments like this kind of rant I would be unfair not to also give nod 3) to those out there who assume that a line is mearly for decoration rather then taking your turn. Now not to leave anyone out of my shopping frustrations I must also give nod to the 4) unpleasant cashiers who find it most inconvient that we are cluttering up their station with things to purchase. I don't want to be there any more then you do!
Ohhh life. It's funny how one thing making you upset can release all sorts of other tension building feelings. Look what you did AOL, I went from a nice soul searching entry to a complaining, whining, fit throwing rant. Ahhh tis good to be human!
Must try later............this is terrible LOL <nodding graciously out the door>
ATONEMENT
Just when whining and such feels kinda good, you always will receive a bit of a reality check. Just as I posted this entry I went over to visit Jodis journal Looking Beyond the Cracked Window..... and received just the kind of perspective I needed. She was in a wreck today with her children in her car! They seem to be all alright, which is one of those Christmas miracles lurking around. I on the other hand am humbly atoned.......................
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I think you need to come over to my journal and visit my Peace link at beliefnet...lol...But I had a day too! I feel your pain. I haven't even started my shopping yet.........
Jodi
Oh, I'm so sorry you lost your entry :( Usually when you just get kicked off the text file stays. I sometimes use the txt file from AOL, but usually I use the notepad program that comes with Windows (You can use Wordpad also, but notepad does what I need <smile>). Two reasons... 1) It is seperate from the AOL program and 2) I don't even have to have AOL up and running to get the word part of whatever I want to write down. But, I enjoyed your rant anyway...
http://journals.aol.com/astaryth/AdventuresofanEclecticMind
No humbling needed..LOL...We are all fine, your caring is wonderful and appreciated. I did a meditation and calmed down, now decompressing. Its all good. :) Jodi
We all have those days when we seem to be the walking Murphy's Law. It's the holiday season, everybody acts crazy and it's infectious! Take it easy and happy holidays!
Oh, Rebecca - I hate when that happens - all of it! I have a hotmail account, and I can't seem to get messages delivered to aol right now - it is so frustrating! Still, the frustration soon shall pass - I have re-scheduled that massage and will tell all to my journal afterwards!
Vicky
http://www.livejournal.com/~vxv789/
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