Monday, November 22, 2004

Eclectic Clutter


Sometimes you just have a mood where rhyme and reason aren't necessary................

Unique is the temperament of the passionate. Celestial moments of the clandestine heart. Shrouded by every negative contact. Renewed faith at the slightest glimmer of hope. So shall the sphere complete it's cycle once again.

Solitary Moments Create A Cycle Of Ruminating One's Feelings.

Me. i. Look at thoughts. Why. Emotions. i. Does there have to be a reason. Real. My. Understand. Why. Can. Choose. Mine. Like playing with words. See me. Quick. Needs basic. Why. Answers are key. Slip. Interested? Why. Concepts beyond imagination. How significant do you have to be. Me. Parody of love. Why. Tragic miscommunications. Mine. If I fail at meaning stand to the left. If I succeed at understanding stand to the right. Declare the attestation. Rewrite the impression, unfinished reflections. Why.

Incapacity to feel jaded. Something to carry with you. It's a simple moment. Bothered by the delicate, smiled at the malevolent. All part of the history. Indication of the future. Render a solution by tomorrow. Prosperous in the mind that keeps conceiving. Take these impressions, let them flow from my core. Release from the hectic into the pure. Eradicate the kairos, ignore the rapacious. Solaced myself by means of aspiration. Can't stand the complaisant.


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10 comments:

Anonymous said...

I had not written you back yet, but I wanted to tell you that I appreciated the note you sent when I started my journal, and I am still learning the things about all of it.  I would encourage you to hang in there with the Lord.  He wants to fan the flame of faith in your heart, to know that you are in His sights, and He is watching tenderly and caringly over you.  The scripture that comes to mind to me for you Psa 103 where David is telling himself, "Bless the Lord oh my soul... (and in 5) who satisfies your years with good things, so that your youth is renewed like the eagle."  God Bless You. I have enjoyed reading your journal.  Ginny A Baker

Anonymous said...

Awesome journal...my first visit, and I'll be back :)

Danielle


http://journals.aol.com/danielled1/Everybodyknows/


Anonymous said...

Hello!!!  I love your pouring forth of words!!!!
Beautifull!! God  Bless You and Your family!!! ~Jenn~

Anonymous said...

Thank you for your comment.  I will be praying for your Mom.  I don't know if I'll be much help, but I will tell you what we are doing.  The radiation really makes my Dad very tired and has to take naps now.  Find the most comfortable place  where your Mom likes to be so that she can get as much rest as possible.   The better sleep she has, the better the radiation treatments will be.  It is very important that she eats good healthy food and as much as she wants.  She will need to keep up the eating, because wieght loss is not good.  If your Mom likes reading, puzzle books, maybe working with yarn, anything that she can focus on with the lest amount of effort.   We try to keep visits to very few, because visiting takes energy away and she needs that energy to fight back.   I think it comes down to support, care, rest, and lots, and lots of love.   I don't know if that helped you but I will keep you updated and if the Dr. tells us I will tell you.  Maybe we can support each other too.   Next time I will e-mail.  Take Care and God Bless,   Catherine  :)    

Anonymous said...


Seemingly somewhat cryptic... Let me try reading that, first sideways and then, while standing on my head.

I still like the way that it reads though (entry of grooviness). I love the name of your journal too.

~Psychedelic 'B'

PS: Yes, I do "requests". Thanks for stopping by and come back to see me again.

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Anonymous said...

Rebecca.... anytime you want to talk I'm here for you too...
~~Dylett~~

Anonymous said...

This was the definition of your soul... a flow of words strung together like pearls.... circling your soul with their luster.
It goes without saying , but yet again you have worded excellence and i thank you for the moment and glimpse that you gave me of yourself and inner thoughts.
                                    always a pleasure, Jazz

Anonymous said...

I absolutely loved this!!! And you inspired me  to do something similar as well!
jo

Anonymous said...

Eclectic Clutter ... J-land is a great place to dump it all:-)
             *** Coy ***

Anonymous said...

Going thru your James Joyce phase I see...never a good idea to irritate the person with the pen in hand.